परिहासे करे। नयन कटाक्षी करे। आपो न हाते। परहाते। Thus you'll want to recite the mantra by reciting your want or getting your desire in mind, after which ignore the results. Your consistency is the only thing that should carry you results. Negativity ordinarily arises from the guts and ideas. https://www.youtube.com/@AacharyaGoldieMadan